I never thought it would be like this; seriously life is just so unpredictable most of the time. Coz most of them whom used to be claim as single now getting married bit by bit all gone in the name of "marriage" not upsetting or what is just i felt lots of things change when time past..
Likewise everyone i had a crush with a couple of guys after my "ex" and yeah things never work as it suppose to be and am just wondering why it has to be such. Knowing my "ex" for about 4 years not more than love or lust is more than anything else for me but it did not work such a way for him he left me and move on as for the reason shit that never asked. When i geared for the next guy in my life i don't get the hint "WHY" seriously i don't know till today. The two chindian guy i had crush on, a waste of time i suppose and i did not try it harder? well if that the cause how hard should i try and what the level hardest i should go? i have no answer for that, so who could i asked for? i don't know either...when i asked for help and advise i not favorable that like triple negative which am afraid to take the risk, i lost both literally and now what is next?
While thinking and sighing...got a whatsapp message from a friend it goes like " damn in relationship too but too much of problem, single life is too good" LOL! i go like huh what? Seriously what geez! Well in my dictionary it alwiz healthy to have someone special in our lives coz we might never know who gonna leave us next, when there is someone like "him / her" there won't be an emptiness in our journey, will not be complete either but it keep us going. Am not too sure where mine gonna pop's out but trust there is someone out there is just not the rite time i think that i what i been telling to myself for the past 4 years...
Am not sure if this is the song i want to attach along this but i felt it make me ease
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