I was not well as always, suddenly getting back my cough..pretty much annoying but yeah can't do much then go with the flow. I was listening radio few days back, heard DJ was asking the listener what are the thing has they gone through for the past ten years. And i was like hmm..alot of thing from 2001 till 2009, well i was still in my secondary school in 2001. Thats was an awesome year besides that damn exam, yeah i hate it so much, the place i really find happiness and i enjoyed to the max before i further to my college. I change alot has time pass by, seriously i did not really know why but yeah i did change alot. I was a very talkative, happy go luck well i am till now, but when i look back i was not that fun to be with back in my college days. Most probably because i have to pay the tutorial and other fees via Pound sterling that make me go crazy, and i have to do part time job to cover my other expenses. I don't really burden my family member from then till now.
My college life ended with not really a happy ending in 2003, and start to work after i finish my studies, i started to work meet so many people and that one person has impress me more than anything...hmm well i don't know if its necessary to talk about it. It really hurt when i glance back what has happen, there are certain person you won't able to forget for what they has done in our lives.And my dad another part my life has gone when he pass away, i wish he is still around and i know i will see him again one day.Tears just drop whenever i think about him . Whatever it is i was able to recover and doing what am doing now,things were started to change a little when i join the publishing company, well yeah am still in it..am not too sure if it is "me" or the way am reacting that making people think that am happening, and some think that i try to dig out about their personal detail, when i was only being a good friend WTF! yeah there are some jerk out there does have such a mentality.
But whatever it is this ten year or i would say nine years journey was so much for me to learn, it shows me how independent and matured i am till today, there are certain issue has hurt me so much till i hate myself at times but i bring myself back and am prove that am better than the others and able to overcome my problem. Lets welcome the 2010 and hopefully it will be a blessed years to all of us, and do not forget what has we went throughout....
