The Empty Poem

This feeling inside!

I used to feel it through all my life,

Is not like the same no more.

Tired from complaining and having pity on my self,

All my memories I erased them from my mind,

Lost in my body,

lost in my world,

My tongue is exhausted;

my tear drops are dry,
Not sad, not happy,Not even alive!

Don’t want to eat, don’t want to starve,

Forgot my language, I don’t care to speak no more!
All the places I go are the

same,
All the faces I meet, I have

nothing to share.
There is strange spirit captured

my body,
My soul has been stabbed,
My soul has been brunt away!This feeling inside!

Carelessness!
Quietness!Emptiness!
So numb inside

Arthur's Day - I Got Feeling

Hey there, i know it's been awhile i have written something. Well to be honest kind of busy lately with work and stuff. But am back again yo!

"I got a feeling woohoo...that tonight gonna be a good nite" heard that song...yeah you damn right, its was the Arthur's Day 250 years celebration in Sunway yesterday. To be honest it was a great night to be party. Well you Arthur’s Day is the celebration of the 250th anniversary of the signing of a lease on the St James’s Gate in Dublin, Ireland in 1759, marking the start of the heritage and legacy of Arthur, the man whose vision, innovation and foresight started a remarkable brew that is still enjoyed throughout the world today.

We don't really care about history aren't we, the party was damn good with collaborations of local and international acts. We got a Platinum VIP, the place we were standing was superb good view. Since it's VIP place there is no much crowd and we was chill all alone. The line up is from reshmonu to black eyed peas. The crowd get wild when black eye peas take up the stage. And its get wilder when the Fireworks take place.

The whole event, i would say a good one, it was my second concert after all. I have enjoyed as much as possible i think. Friday night was good night.

Wondering????

Seriously, i really have no idea what to be written down, well let we start what has happen from my bday till today.

1st lets move one with my birthday, i was prank my self on Tuesday night when my company gang celebrate my birthday together with my another colleagues. And i have to sing " i got a feeling" then they want to make us wet with ice lemon, but thank god they didn't. It was nice one then.

On Tuesday, things were make me pretty much stress up when i could not pray in the morning because the temple closed when i reach after passing thru such horrible. So i just wonder what to do, call yas, pick her and when for breakfast. Then later we went take a new car, and guess she drive well (even though she was scared ..i know). So then i manage went to temple later in the evening and dinner with yas. Place were good, nice food and drinks.

I back to work the next day, and i was sleepy am not too sure why even though i have plenty of work to do. And i wanted to update the blog till today am just wondering what to write till i write about the day when i turn 25

is LiL Ms Sushine Birthday

Guess what it's my bday..wohoo...am so happy to see those sms, facebook wall post, my mums wish me with the kiss..awww ain't that sweet. Yes it is, can you believe am 25 and i don't even bothered about my quarter life crisis, damn rite i am. Haha...anyway ms lil sunshine, may you have a wonderful year a head, god bless you alwiz, all your wishes and whatever that has not been accomplish, may it come true soon...love you alwiz ❤❤❤

High School Sweet Heart.....

Everyone seems to have a sweetheart back in their school, yup me too. I do have one back in my school days. And till today we spoke about him, wonder why because we " gangz" make the hell out of him.

It was the 1st year of my Form 1 when i saw him at the canteen entrance, oh wow my heart pump really fast when he turn and gave me the look. I was too naive, long hair, with a shy kind of look, so when he started to stare am like "oh god please find the class if not am gonna die here". And that how's everything started, we tease him, he make one my friend to fall from stair case and she brought her auntie to confront, we were cheering and

shouted "frog frog" when he participate in sports day. Damn! seriously it was fun.

Things were started to change when he moved to another school when i was in Form 3, we barely see him in school, he don't really hang around with his friend like before, am not too sure if he ever meet them then. And one fine days back in 2001, just a couple of month for SPM we though of having lunch at our usual spot 7-11 after school. As we walk pass suddenly....kaboom it's him walking pass us just right in front of me like a thunder. My friends and i were like "oh my god is that him" we stoped for second and we turn, he went straight and sat on the fence facing us as "usual" looking at us. Hahahaha...that's was sweet moment seeing him after so long.

And yeah, that was the last time i meet him too, sometimes its just came into my mind all this memories, it so nice to remember back what we has done we were in our teens. Well i hope he is fine no matter where he is, its was beautiful moment then. Whenever me and my friends hang around, we will giggle of what we did to him. Wish i could see him one day, may god bless me.❤ ❤

Lets make the movie review...the 2nd Movie

'Siva Manasula Sakthi' is a forthcoming Tamil film directed by Rajesh and starring Jeeva and newcomer Anuya Bhagvath, a student of NFTII Pune, in the lead roles. The film is all about the ego clash between two lovers. The problems, which seem to be harmless in the initial stage, grow stronger as days pass by. The lovers part ways and the rest of the movie deals with how they reunite. The movie is said to be a sensitive portrayal of the nuances of love. Whats is the best about the movie is...the girl has the same attitude as me "aiswarya muniandy" and am totally feel like am seeing me in the movie... oh people you all should watch the movie. It so damn awesome, seriously it is...

Lets make the movie review...

Guess what guys, after so long i been watching a good movie in Astro Box Office. Basically the movie is about the revenge within the girl name Arundhathi and Pasupathy. The stories begin with the marriage preparations of the arundhati, and she will get to know about the story of ancestor whom were the greatest lady back in village. And how she will buried the evil man (pasupathy) with such horrifying way. Then the story continue when his souled were released from his grave and take a revenge of the Arundhati family.

Its sound like a normal movie, but to be honest the movie superb than what we were expecting. Thou it's a remake of the telegu version movie, but it was done well, all the actor and actress did a good job for this movie. So guys don't missed the movie, please watch and you will definitely enjoy the movie.

Trailer specially for all of you:-

Thing were blunt...

Well i suppose to go to another state to celebrate my 25th Birhtday, i was damn excited, i apply eave and was happily prepare the plan. And koboom from nowhere, my sister call and inform me that my bro met in accident. For a second i was hoping that he is alright and nothing so serious, but the truth he broke his jaw. Hmmm what should i say...nothing. Mum was kind of sad and feeling bad about what has happen.

I suppose you should by now what will happen to my plan, yeah you damn true, i was ground and am not going anywhere for the birthday :(. That was bad thou, what can i say. Jeng jeng...again and again am gonna be in this lazy KL for Birthday. Damn was expecting something big...urghh

Cup Cakes...Cups Cakes

My sister (Devi Muniandy) has newly venture into a cup cakes, today was her 1st day in baking. And guess? She did it really well; even I could not believe that she able to make the cup cakes as superb....

My Lil Secret Love

I sat down beside you looking at your profile,as you turned to me showing me your beautiful smile...
the look in your eyes I captured in my heart,
and from this day I knew I never wanted to depart...

So how do I say what is inside so true,for someone so beautiful and special as you...
the feelings so deep and real inside,
it hurts so much because I continue to hide...

Feeling this way both you and I,
each day wondering when alone we sit and cry...
knowing together we will never be,

for there is no future for you and me...

Secret love that is so wrong,
but in our hearts we do belong...
together forever loving the way we do,
wanting so much but we just have no clue...

The risk we take every single day,
when we are together in every way...
for now we are hurting and it hurts so much,
so together we lie in each others loving touch...
As our day ends and we must go,
home to our loved ones we both just don't know...
what the future holds for it is blind,
that our secret love remains stuck inside our mind...