Holla Cómo está usted?

LOL! Here come the Spanish title, well it means "hello how are you". Interesting rite, suddenly Spanish coming in...pretty much i suppose. I don't want to repeat myself million "it’s been awhile since the last i write" boring right the same old thing. Let me recap.

September was a great month to be frank, birthday celebrations which i was planning for long to do it in another place it happens. I was so happy and financial wise too am broke, tell me about it ahahha.Apart from friends and family surprises was great, like i mention in my earlier post i liked "him" but it was too late i suppose; in a way it has to be in that way i think. Okie let me make you all to understand what i meant, it was like this due to his departure i was being nice and approach him but like the usual cases the same thing happen again. I just don't know. Can’t believe me sometimes i stalk him like crazy and i miss him actually. Let me be honest maybe i like or i don't but i tell to myself that it am done and am really tired. My friend told me this "when you cared and being nice to people you should not accept the same from them coz they don't bothered to even think about you" it’s so damn true i agreed totally.

Hack it that am busy with all those walking recently, enjoying it more than any. Am gaining my stamina as well which make me happy with the result. Again it about the time, the end of the year is around the corner, things that i have been asked for year never came in picture at all. So i think am going to let it be as it is rather than thinking about it or worried about it.

 

Peace to you all for reading my crap!

 

 

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Aug - Sep

Wow is been like more than a month since i last updated, seriously work was crazy am superb tired once am back home and there is no energy for me to even draft or the exact one i can't think (grrr) okie by the way how is everyone my fellow followers (the fellowship of posterous LOL) hope you all doing well, am great; just that my work. 

It's the month again, festive season ding dong ding dong. Well more or else i had a blast this time around seriously; was clubbing,open house, BBQ party what is greater than those. Apart from that i just need to confess something, i can't believe if this is me but yeah is happening again. What can i say the person whom always dislike "dark skin man" suddenly liking him. Sometimes i don't understand myself i never liked him since i was being introduce on my first day at work but somehow i started to have something which i think i need to stop. I dreamt about him that i find so weird, the weirdest thing ever in my life.Anyway i heard he is leaving so it is supero great, maybe i think is the white bald man. I guess so i got to feeling...he is THE ONE! LOL well September is about here and (can i have drumroll) guess what is my birthday YAY! am gonna go wild and crazy...Penang here i come honey! Good night and sweet dream y'all! 

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June - July

I know its been since the last i wrote almost 2 months seriously that so bad. I know rite, okie anyway lots of things happen for past 2 months not exactly but yeah sort off.

Lets start with June - ermm i don't really recall okie is the gasing hill which we went for hiking, didn't manage to capture any photos Sorry! but yeah amazing view and good hiking for sure. Then Janis my ex collegues join NSTP and she save me from the halal food to non halal..great! And later my current tried hook me up with some dude at the office and am like if it meant to be it meant to be! Thats all i can say. June was pretty quiet and slow did not do any camwhore like how i was in FOX. Pretty busy with new things and managing still. And yeah i went to broga Hiking for Freedon ROFL!

July - The same old same nothing new just that i went for the indian karaoke which is great! Sing out loud! Get rid of the stress. And yeah lastly i went for the team building which is the craziest thing i ever doen is the water rafting and i fell like twice but manage to climb up. The team building was a great thing ever i manage to get to know alot of people and it was damn interesting the only i hate the most is if client call and send me trillion email when i can't even reply at that time.

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My new place

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Phew am again at a new place after the earlier one screwed up. Pretty overwhelming than the earlier one and am not too sure how far does this goes. So I will just wait and watch, since my another ex colleague joining me I know that it gonna be fun and crazy LOL! And am wearing a new watch ehehe coolness like it, I never like to wear watch is not me but suddenly I decided I need one.

Check the photo of my new place and my new watch!

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The tamil movie fight

Okie is a bit hilarious when you talk or write about your own kind, trust me it does. Am on leave till this Wednesday since i have already resigned from my previous place so i decided to sit back and enjoy the moment. The most people will tend to do especially being me watching TV and Tamil movie big time epic, so i was watching this movie called "imaigal" meaning visual or something related to visual (LOL! sorry am bad when come to translations) well pretty old movie and what i find so funny and interesting is the fight. Do you know when there is a fight in Tamil movie there is some funky background music? This is the oldies...seriously they does even i tried many times with my own intrument (my mouth). And this fight normally when the scene of the heroine being raped, or the hero trying to show his heroism (i just slap my forehead), the most interesting part the whole fighting scene will take up more than 3 minutes sometimes; most of the time the same gangsta appear like many times and i be like WTF!!! Again the epic of the epicenes is when he trying to use all those punch line while fighting LMFAO! I CAN'T ROLL ON THE FLOOR AND LAUGH...

Check this clip you will amazed :p

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Do you prefer plastic or natural?

Okie this is what happen while I was checking my FB came across this particular profile which this girl a tattoo artist from head to toe damn fake definitely by a glance I said it fake. So am just wondering why there is so many people are into plastic surgery, for me when it comes to plastic surgery it more important to those unfortunate example the split mouth or breast enchantment for cancer patient or someone going through obesity problem. This people are well deserve than those who are doing it in the name of beauty. And much worst there are some even sponsor for this, they even involve in pageant and some are even in modeling.

Let me be honest am not the hater towards to kind of people but my question is WHY? when you look good before then why there need to be after. Don't get me wrong am writing this to create some awareness, be who you are. Love the way you are, a bit of make up can do miracle then why need to go through surgery.

Have a look and read link below:-

http://www.oddee.com/item_96587.aspx

http://funkydowntown.com/angela-baby-before-and-after-plastic-surgery-photos

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That abs I want 👍😍

Okie seriously I can't stop drooling at this picture, is a because of the abs she has. To know more this lady is a belly dancer, and I can't believe she has it just too amazing. Am trying my level best to have one really, not so masculine but more on to feminine style and freaking sexy. Chekidaut!

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A Date - GRANDMA ADVISE!

Okie this is what had happen today, met the guys who i suppose to meet from 2010 at last i saw today after many years of battling via FB messages. Well what can i say it again another disaster as alwiz, i dont know but it just not working out most of the time and am like alwiz came back with the expression "he is an indian and he is an asshole" damn LOL rite? i know coz even most of the people can read me very well nowadays whenever i meet someone. At the end of the day this is what happen,  just don't understand is it me or the guy making the whole thing such, why i can approach like how i approach others. Towards the conversation it turn out to be one way conversation which i think pretty shitty, so i was lay back and think about it and i feel was it me? am i the problem for this whole thing? or else i have nothing in my brain to ask for? Fuck it but in the end it was like that...

But to be honest it pretty much disaste..as in DISASTER...

I asked a friend this Q what is wrong with someone don't drink, someone don't smoke, someone don't go for clubbing and am amaze with the answer " nothing is wrong, is just this kinda girl tend to give a grandmother advise, why are you drinking, why are you clubbing everyday, smoking is bad for health" WTF? people advise because they want you to have a healthy lifestyle coz then you will never die as earlier as possible. Did you read that? That how people classified someone who are too good and "GRANDMA ADVISE" sad wei.  :(

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........UNTITLED.........

well when i was young i never imagine myself going from one country to another, be honest we never had a family vacation or something like that for school holidays. Everyone in school probably bragging about their whereabout during their holiday, but i go like DUH so! being me yeah..

My life was duh really so much of drama i went throught out my high school (especially) reason being my dad was sick, my mum is the only one works and i have another brother to look after (which a big timer spoilt brat geez). Even though i was happy like that but something a bit distracted me then. Looking back 8 years and now i would say lots of changes even i can digest. At one point i was so down when my father passed away coz i always felt that my sibling are only there for a reason but my parents are there forever till my last breath. Disaster i would say as well when i broke up a double DISASTER. 

The changes brought to someone whom i am now, i went like to couple of country (a person who never had the experience with planes before) i venture like. Not too say i went to so many places but yeah can say la! I went to temple and pray for one thing thanks to YOU for what have given to me, i never knew my life from so DUH to something i amazed off!

All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

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E - TOPIC the AIS style LOL!

sheesh...really...my title was so lamey...lame..LOL! Well i have not been updating my blogs for so long okie i know that, pretty sitty rite. uhmm to be honest i just have no idea what to write and where to start, well right before am even starting to write this was reading a dude blog, amazing i would say..the way and the flow AMAZING. let me paste the link yeah:-

http://ragedindian.com/

I would strongly suggest those who are following through my posterous or my blogpost do read this dude blog. I really like the way its being narrated. 

The word for today FREEDOM! lol stewpid...okie la am being lame. Let me come with something to write, but make sure you dude dudes out there read this dude blog...

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The guy with that smile

To be honest the guy from this picture looking so damn good, he really has the energy to run and as well to post for the camera. What can I say more, he has it and when my friend posted on my FB "your type" LOL so true. And I can't take off my eyes from this picture.

You go boy #handsome

http://m.yahoo.com/w/news_america/blogs/sideshow/ridiculously-photogenic-guy-...

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The moment capture

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This is what I has been captured for sometimes, it's been long since I write about but I decide to share some pictures.. Have a glimpse

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The Bali Moment

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Okie guys at time I will blog through my phone is easy and just want to share my vacation or trip to Bali . It was really amazing with bunch of my good buddies and my sis <3 it😊 here are the shot for your lovely eyes

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Am watching the movie again!

Okie here is the thing am watching Blue Valentine again today they showed on FMP channel, i make my sister to turn the channel for the sake of the movie. Well whenever i watch the movie i was a bit afraid of relationship and marriage, lots of question running in my head not blaming the movie; the morale of the stories make anyone to think how does the relationship fails? when does one felt there is nothing between them? and when they felt it over? 

While i was watching i asked my sister the question, and her respond was a simple as "when the women fail to keep the intimate with the man after their babies that when the breaks up takes place" so i was like how trues was that; is not her choice to act such, but even the society does that "no holding hands in front of their children' this is the indian culture most of the time but again think about it i still feel there is something more than that in both parties, like people said need to find someone whom really loved you, tolerate, to make this journey happen and end it happily. So, i decided to put myself in the situations woah for second i go blank..really i don't know how do i start a perfect relationship moment or make this thing happen or what if am the one will be the cause of the break in couple of years. Gosh think about it freak me out, trust me am afraid of marriage when there is match making moment i freak out not that am nervous or shy, is just am scared to meet an unknown person and start a new life with him without even know what exactly this whole thing is. Am scared for a realtionship till today not that i don't want too, is just i don't want be the cause of the pain of anyone.

To be honest most of the time when i watch the movie it freak me out and make me think a lot about my future how this gonna happen, and where it gonna take place and whom will involve. It scary but has to face it, if anyone ask me i have the courage to do it it i will say "NO". I RE-RE-REALLY want those who follow my blog or accidentally came across this blog, do watch the movie and you will definitely understand what i really meant and feel deep inside!

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Yes Or No

I never thought it would be like this; seriously life is just so unpredictable most of the time. Coz most of them whom used to be claim as single now getting married bit by bit all gone in the name of "marriage" not upsetting or what is just i felt lots of things change when time past..

Likewise everyone i had a crush with a couple of guys after my "ex" and yeah things never work as it suppose to be and am just wondering why it has to be such. Knowing my "ex" for about 4 years not more than love or lust is more than anything else for me but it did not work such a way for him he left me and move on as for the reason shit that never asked. When i geared for the next guy in my life i don't get the hint "WHY" seriously i don't know till today. The two chindian guy i had crush on, a waste of time i suppose and i did not try it harder? well if that the cause how hard should i try and what the level hardest i should go? i have no answer for that, so who could i asked for? i don't know either...when i asked for help and advise i not favorable that like triple negative which am afraid to take the risk, i lost both literally and now what is next?

While thinking and sighing...got a whatsapp message from a friend it goes like " damn in relationship too but too much of problem, single life is too good" LOL! i go like huh what? Seriously what geez! Well in my dictionary it alwiz healthy to have someone special in our lives coz we might never know who gonna leave us next, when there is someone like "him / her" there won't be an emptiness in our journey, will not be complete either but it keep us going. Am not too sure where mine gonna pop's out but trust there is someone out there is just not the rite time i think that i what i been telling to myself for the past 4 years...

Am not sure if this is the song i want to attach along this but i felt it make me ease 

 

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The day all those lovers spend their money is around the corner...

Can you guys guess what i tried to meant by the title? Well is the month of february which means it Valentines Day, am seeing the promo on TV and everywhere..sheesh. Not that am against this celebration is just I never celebrate Valentines day before even when i have my ex or even now (much worst). Every single year i will tell to myself that i will find someone honestly i did eventhough i tried to pretend i don't feel like that but it never happen most of the times, this time around am just gonnna fuck it and go for my haagen daz all alone. I was thinking to do that actually is just that to ease myself nothing much. Well am just hoping one day i will celebrate with the one. Yeah with the one. One point of the time am just again wondering when is this "one" will pop out, god why are you making life so complicated by making person like me to wait for long. Just wondering when!

 

Anyway Happy Valentines to all!

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The Friday the 20th

LOL sound more like Friday the 13^th ahahah, to be honest is the same feeling. This is what happen and I was really pissed with the people am working with. I don’t intend to pour my anger here but this is only way to throw. 1^st of all I did not know the changes of my position or to say my job scope, what’s on earth I was not inform earlier till I need to ask you all. HELLO!!! WHAT YOU ALL THINKING. Anyway there was a meeting to explain I was not convince at all, so went to my room was sharing this with my bff and guess what I found out next, the person not even involve in this knows about the my jobs changes earlier than me…there goes my anger meter it touch to 100% back home I don’t want to think about it I want to chill the next day I email them about my job scope, pretty much weird the reply. I was like okay let me talk to you all soon.

After all this drama, not only this there is quite a few I felt a bit so not cool in this place deep in my head I was thinking for plan B coz I never like 2 things one they never tell the changes of many things two they try to kick me like a ball from one corner to another.  I really want to know what going to happen on Wednesday can’t wait.

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Dip Dye - Purple

Was thinking of doing something to my hairstyle recently and I say a very interesting style “The Dip Dye” is pretty famous among the celebrity and some crazy cool chicks, trust me they are. Sine I like purple so much decided to browse for the images and guess what I found, some really amazing stuff. But again rite my hair is already spoilt due to a do not know affect then if I dyed my hair a black base with purple highlight, I don’t know if am going to spoilt again am I going to have hair falls like gallons. I was worried actually but I still want it, so I got a plan to get some cash hit to the saloon and ask those guys what the best I can do. Definitely am going to colour black, about highlight TBA. Here is the picture I was talking about and I include the video for the DIY! Chekidaut…. 

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Golden Globe Awards 2012 Dress that impress me

Likewise this is really a late post for golden globe.grr i know rite, sorry folks not that am busy or what just i don't have the urge to write after all the drama back in office sigh! Anyway here are my lists:

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The reason why i choose all this three coz of the colours combinations and as well its fits well with each of them, especially when i look at Angelina Jolie she look damn stunning with her baby B. That contract of red and white is an amazing why of showing the curve too. There are some other was thinking to upload but it’s not really that "eye-captured" ROFL can't believe i said that. 

This aren’t not my picture the sources from the below peeps thanks guys

Sources of picture from thedailybeats and thehothits

 

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