My Dad was a great man !!!

Yeah as the title my dad was a great man, i still miss him till today can't even believe he has left us and it's been almost five years. Well sometimes i just feel a little too jealous when i see some people was lovely with their dad. I wish that he still around, even though my dad was a fierce in person but yet he is always amazing.

Being daddy lil baby girl, it kinda bad when he is not around. I was not even beside him on his last minutes, that the one and only thing am still feeling guilty till now and i wish i could rewind back just that a few minute. Just to see him for the last time when he is still alive, damn true...tears still drop whenever i thought about it.

I really hope if i ever have another generations i would pray to god to have a same father, that i really want to spend more time and hang around more. It probably sound a childish, but the fact is everyone would felt the same as i does, when their beloved left them forever.True..it is...that you can't even turn back time to feel the sweet moment again.

May my dad always be happy and fine "UP" there, will always love him forever.

-Love you Dad-

Yas is back..wohoo..after 6 and half years in Kursk

Guess what people, my childhood was back from Russia after 6 and half years and she grads as DR ain't that nice. Such wonder ful friends that i have throught out my life, she is. And i was having a good time chit chating with her and baby. That two girls, gosh..no need to say much...it's been long i have laugh such, well yeah thanks to both that girls. And Yas guess what she bought over...hmmm...a bag from Amsterdam ( it would be nice to carry when am goin to beach..wohoo) and the Eifel Tower keychain...nice..very nice.

I got pictures of both...jeng jeng...well i think it's time for me to spend more time with Doctors...phew...

Check the pictures folks

-after years-

Hennessy Artisrty..Mixing Of Arts...AWESOMEEEEE

Last Saturday, even though i was down with flu and cough..i did manage to attend the event. At first i was in my jeans and a glittering top, then my colleagues said nah....this is ain't not look good on you...try some wrap around. Oh wow...that dress really fit me very the well, definitely a big YES. We had our dinner and shoot to Bukit Kiara Indoor Stadium, we welcome with red carpet (ain't it sound like Oscar) and there the event was started with one buck shot on the stage and he was performing.

The main reason i went was for fatman scoop, and while waiting for his performance my gang manage to introduce me to someone well...hmmm...and the DJ was spinning the stage with MJ songs and other hip hop..my feet can't stand and am dancing with my girls. We did rock the dance floor like the other did. We started to sweat as the beat getting harder and we can't stop. The next thing we did , went to the "S" section where the media peeps are. Since there is air-conditioner we manage to get ourselves colder

Just a couple minute after that..the really player on the stage, yeah you are damn rite its FATMAN SCOOP...AHHHHHHH....i can't believe oh no no...well he was singing his own song and MJ song were playing. Oh god the whole floor people was dancing without a doubt and they were enjoying his music thou..yeah we are..he so awesome. Seriously i was having fun till the last moment before i leave.

Hennessy Artistry was damn awesome with superb artist from local and international, this was 1st time and i did enjoy each and every moment...tell you what i did not dance anywhere till here. Now you should why i call it awesome...

Am still waiting for those picture from my colleagues camera, once she upload i will upload in the meanwhile let me post out the man itself pictureeeee....

-Awesome Party-

The Game Was Awesome Ever....

Well this story kinda a week older, but since i was unwell am posting out now...sorry folks.

Have you watch the recent football game within Malaysia and Manchester United. What was expressions when you saw the two goal from Malaysia, don't you felt so proud to be Malaysian for seconds. Am sure all of us did,and feeling like this will the moment everyone was waiting for so many years.

This is the 1st performance that i have since 1999, from Malaysia team. Well the thumbs up goes both to the team and the coach as well. Unpredictable game was it, even though they have lost on the rematch...well it better then the 6-0 i guess...

Anyway hope that we could some excellent performance from them again in the coming match at the Laos.

Malaysia is truly boleh now yeah.....agreed

nyenyehnyeh whats happening to me??? one more thing does colour really matter for a relationship

damn guess what..am seriously down with flu and cough and finally not cure..Damn am so sick...and did not have the time to write blog for almost 13 days..sob sob...well lets forget about the sick and crap.

Felt like talking about relationship....lets get a little romantic now..hahahaha...lets get serious, ok i just wonder if you want to get into relationship does colour really matter. Colour i meant is the skin colour. Well just heard from a friend of mine that her boyfriend dumb her because He found someone way better and fairer than her. If everyone looks for fairness, hot, then who is going to married those who are not pretty at all? The person looking for all this criteria does he / she looks good in the 1st place? We never know but why, people hurting others emotionally so bad.

Serious when someone in a relationship or smoothing is not related, i find that colour is not an issue at all, is all about the person personality, behavior and so is really more important and valueable than the skin colour. My request for guys (especially)out there, please if you don't felt like dating with someone darker in skin colour than you don't ever date them or in relationship with them. This is really would hurt that person feeling badly when we judge them in terms of outer looks.

-Sad...WTF with skin colour -

Happy Birthday To Nikola Tesla

Does anyone who is Nikola Tesla? You should...do you know why because he is a mad scientist who has demonstarate of wireless communication back in 1894...awesome rite. Introductions Nikola tesla was born in territory of croatia in the year of 1856 for a serbian family. And later he grow and a person whom has passion towards electrical gadgets. He was well know as the Modern era scientist back then, they call him as a man who "shed light over the face of Earth.

he was widely respected as one of the greatest electrical engineers who worked in America.Much of his early work pioneered modern electrical engineering and many of his discoveries were of groundbreaking importance. During this period, in the United States, Tesla's fame rivaled that of any other inventor or scientist in history or popular culture,but due to his eccentric personality and his seemingly unbelievable and sometimes bizarre claims about possible scientific and logical developments, Tesla was ultimately ostracized and regarded as a mad scienstist. Never having put much focus on his finances, Tesla died impoverished at the age of 86.

Aside from his work on electromagnetic electromechanical engineer , Tesla contributed in varying degrees to the establishment of robotics,remote control, radar and computer science, and to the expansion of ballistics, nuclear physics, and thereotical physics.

Let celebrate this day for the awesome man whom has contribute so much in terms of electricalmagnectical, engineering...and sort gadgets that we are being used and still trying to use his research to generate more electric equiments.

-Nikola Tesla-

Can't Find A Proper Bangles...why?

I went this store in brickfields, to buy bangles for me a function on this Saturday. Well i bring along the Saree am going to wear so they able to pick the correct colour to suit the Saree. I was waiting till my turn, and another customer was mine. Was happily show him the Saree and then told him what actually i was looking for. He nodded and when around and bring two set of bangles to match around. And he did, my expressions when i was those bangles " this fellow damn fail, he don't understand what am saying or what".

Then i told i don't like it and ask to change, well then he bring another set...and it was bad i told to look probably at the Saree and get the colour accordingly. So he went again n find another set and match it up and i told it look so damn awful thanks. So i left the 1st floor then went to the ground floor to get a earrings. Since i can't find the bangles, so i look around for earrings...yeah there was one quite pretty and grab it and ask for a colour comes in silver. And their was "NO"i was damn what the hell...so i went ask for something that comes in white stone or something related to that or something...damn i can't find word. And again the answer was "NO".

So i just get an earring that was something like white with gold mixture, while i was walking wondering..they was running an accessories business and yet the answer they can give is "NO". Why can't keep their stock in advance so the next customer would able to buy in different colour that they choose. It's kind annoying whenever the sales people said "no stock", such huge place to shop and you have guts to say "no stock".

Well i was totally sick of this people sometimes, why can't they for once " yes there is stock for this item, just hold on i will bring over" when are they going to say this to the customer. Should we blame the sales person or the owner itself....anyway i have the picture of the earring...have a look...

-Sigh-

Michael Jackson Memorial.. A True Memorial For A Wonderful Person

I was watching the memorial today morning at the CNN.com Live and it was remarkable memorial for MJ, seriously it is. If he is watching from "UP" there he will so proud of himself of what has he done. There is a lot tabloids could says things about him and even i seen a blogpost here calling that the media trying to overkilled him, trying to milk over cash on his death. What has the world seen there in Staples Centre was incredible, awesome people, loveable words and it's was truly for him Michael Jackson.

I can't believe myself that he was no more, i was growing up listening to his music, trying his moves. No one will ever said they will never know MJ. He has made a name for himself in this planet that no one could even forget what has he done through out his life to his people and to this world. As i wrote in most of my post earlier, tabloids might say any because once you are star in people eyes they will come after you and accuse you for no reason. But we know the actual truth out there, and the god knows that the reason why HE brought MJ along with him where he is really belong too.

I hope all whom are reading right now could tell a story of this man to the next generation whom has made the whole world come together to his music, moves and teach us the meaning of love. As i conclude now lets we pray for him and maybe we might not miss him as time pass by but you will not be forgotten, you always be remebered in our heart forever.

I have upload some photos, hope you guys like it

We love you Michael Joseph Jackson ❤- Rest In Peace - ❤

Bollywood or Kollywood?

I was watching the ITFA award today in Sun Music, oh my god that was full of crap seriously..have you guys watch the the Stardust award recently in Macau damn awesome, the costume, the actor actress, the event held place, the organizer and all around it's superb.

The ITFA award shows that i watch today, the actor and actress a ok,the event place was Singapore we called it ok too...but when it come to the performance it was total failure. The only moves the dancer can do is carry girls up and roll down..is that move? don't you all think it's some kind aerobic move or weigh lifting kind a thing? Performance there suppose to be moves that can make the viewer to spin around...like what has MJ has made off..that what i call a performance.

If you all happen to see the stardust not deniable the girls clothes were sexier but they can really make some moves without a doubt, some actress performance in ITFA awards was breathing in and out, stop for while, walking as if like their doing some cat walk moves...funny is it ? Definitely.

Happen to be once upon time Tamil industry was rocking the globe (well.....) but in this era whats happening, why can't they even make a proper event that as equivalent as the Bollywood, well even if your movies or actress or actor are not as prestigious as they are rite now. But don't tell me that they can't do something as high as they are.

Well those whom reading this wondering, what the hell she supporting the Bollywood , am telling the truth...Tamil industry was earlier than the Hollywood but why can't they be well recognize. Probably you might be asking me AR Rahman did it in the world arena, but does he did it with any Tamil song, he won the awards for Hindi song? rite? Try to think, whats is lack in Tamil cinema that they suppose to do and would able to bring them into the world eyes? That could divert their attention to Tamil industry?

Yup this is the question they suppose to ask themselves and find for the answer and make changes. There is alot of superb actor in Tamil industry that can't be equivalent at all by any other industry to be named Kamal Hassan, Arya, Surya. When the Tamil industry can produce some excellent actor why can't they do an event to be world recognize? Is it too hard to remain ? when you have been done this earlier? I think definitely they can if they try to do something towards this.

Can you spot what i meant? Just view the photos you will know what i meant.

-Peace-

Went For Wedding In Petaling Utama? Huh where is Petaling Utama?Funniest Entertainer....hahahaha

Still down flu but manage to attend wedding, actually my amma force to come over if not i won't go for sure...hmmm..well my sis drove over and manage to find the place. But we still has the doubt if we are in the correct wedding, then she manage to get in touch with my uncle and yeah we are in the correct wedding...hehehehe....

To tell you all the truth as usual indian timing always start late than the print time on the invitation. So we were there too early and they have not even arrange the wedding for the bride and groom to start ceremony. So we assume its gonna be damn late...yeah damn rite it was half an hour late.

Then after the cake cutting ceremony wat else...its foody time...we when to take our food and the place was so crowded and we waited. At last manage to get some food....while we were eating my food there was some performance that was made by some college and Uni kids...oh my god that was the funniest part of all...these guys were trying to impersonate the hip hop styling moves and its a superb failure. I was laughing while eating, dam me how bad is that.

And some of the performance was total suck..since there is no other entertainment so i have to watch those clown, after my food me and amma when to greet the bride (am her so called cuz
) and while we want to leave, I saw my uncle....ahhh..my amma wants to have a word with my aunt before leave..hmmm....well i say to myself that gonna be more than a minute. And true she was talking non - stop.

And my aunt introduce me and my sis to some white men from Aussie came down for my cuz wedding...was wondering why was he not hot..huh?..my bad i did not even manage to see any hot indian guy in this wedding, and this white man too.....lord help me....

My amma did finish her convo after one half an hour chat with my aunt...that long you might be wonder...yeah true it was that long...and we left the place...i was so happy once i left gosh at last we are making a move...so i can go back n play with laptop...phew

Anyway folks the wedding was bored..please bare in mind if you are attending indian wedding or dinner don't be punctual you will disappoint for the rest your life

So sorry folks no picture

-Signing Off-

Flu Oh Flu

Wat a day was today..damn...i was sick and have a running nose, can't even take Medical leave because there is a lot campaign is up on monday...sigh...wat to do? no option at all...i was on my medications..and feeling drousy all day long....

Thu my eyes my PC looks so blur when i brush my eyes its back to normal, can't believe trying taking medicine while you are in work you can feel what has i felt...yeah.

I seriously can't write anything my eyes are so blur, because of the Doc medication...what the hell he gave lord..help.

Does anyone knows the 1st modern era serial killer that appear in public eyes is Jack The Ripper?

Who is Jack The Ripper? No one ever identified this man identity till TO DATE!!! Amazing? Ya it is...People says he was a Doctor back then in 1888. When his wife left him and to be a prostitute was the main reason for him to search for prostitute in London and kill them, most of the source said...

When there was downturn in London, East End become a famous place for more than 1200 prostitute and 62 brothels ..the place was then targetted of by ripper for women. He was the most wanted serial killer in that era. He was being involved with 11 murdered, as per the recorded being made...was there more...no one knows? He will brutally killed this women and sent their intestinal part especially "Kidney" to the nearby police station...what was his message? does anyone ever wonder why?....

The last person he was killed believe to be his wife, that has ended his horrific crimes and he was never been heard after then. Jack the Ripper is one of the most famous criminals of all time. it is not that he was the first serial killer, but that he was the first to be made known to the general public. the letters sent to the police and newspapers, the grisly manner in which he killed his victims, and the still pending mystery of his true identity make him one of the most studied serial killers of all time. He was one of the first and one of the greatest serial killers. He is in more ways a romantic figure, like a character in a story.

Was a man with the Doctor background or so does all this murder ? Was motivate him to do this...well when we said its because of his wife...what makes he think those prostitute would has the same attitude as his wife. They probably could be an innocent whom came for a job and being dump into prostitution. Whatever the answer is he has been a mystery man and most the media and other source still looking for an answer. Let we hope that this mystery will be solve today or in future....

-Inspirations by my sister was a fan of his...wonder why-

A sinful world? Or a sinful people?

We all have heard what happen to King Of Pop MJ, but what i don't understand here why does people whom close to him or media can't leave him alone even after his death ...why? Even if you are pop star or legend or whatever is being call you are still a normal human being that should deserve a peace when you gone from this world.

There could be alot of accusations towards but there is no worth of digging it back and forth to know the true. What those people going to prove to the world after all - was leaving a fake life or guilty towards all the accusations....

Is it good to share a person private life to the whole world after the person death? what will our reactions towards all this if we are being in his situations? we will react normal ? all kinda question running into my mind when i read all type of news being published in network all over....

I felt that this a time from us to show some respect and pay a tribute to a man who has contribute so many year in the entertaiment industry....for once and for all we should let go him in peace, we will never know what was in his minds throught out his life...

Lets pray for him...R.I.P MJ

wat i say abt blogging...hehehe...not too sure yet

Well this my first time am writing on my own blog...can you believe...aiswarya becoming a blogger..that so funny. Am just trying being on of the people out there to express what am feeling, going thru on a daily basis....wheather if it's good or bad to read am just going to post out...it's truly coming from me. Hope who ever that goin to read the blog will always welcome to comment, if it's good or bad am gonna taking and learn from there...yeah...i will promise. I have written enough i gues...do i....hahahaha....enjoy reading - cheers -