Deepavali..Holidays..Sadness Came along too

Its been awhile i have draft something, the last post was on 11th October. Hmmm that's pretty much backward. Alright guys, i was been on deepavali holidays for li

ke almost a week plus, festival plus holiday awesome. I was enjoying myself till my last drop hahaha..yes i did. Besides that sadness came along too...hold on will tell you in a few seconds.

Deepavali, was kind of cool, prayers, food, meet old friends, a mo

ment of happiness with the loved ones around. That's what i called festival is all about, the time we call sharing and caring. I have visit almost all my relatives, to be honest i don't really has that much relatives. As long i visit them, i know am too awesome yay!

Since i was on leave for a week, me and my sister decide to go to Cameron highlands...well it was nice place for relaxing and just for people whom felt bored with city life welcome to Cameron highlands. The food was a ok, not that and not that good kind off average, nothing much to see

besides the strawberry farm and tea farm. Anyway we did enjoy to the fullest.

Once am back from Cameron, i started my daily routine to browse, while i was stunt for a second when i saw the blog. OMG i couldn't believe it my lil secret love resigning from the company, for a second my heartbeat stop. To confirm the statement i check with his colleague and yes it is he is resigning, he last day will be end of November. Wondering what to do, i started have glimpse of how we used to look at each other at lunch hour. Seriously it was so hot of him, i will be blank then hahaha..it was funny. Till today he will look at me, but he never came to me and ask my name. I keep on asking myself why he look at me and he did not approach why? Will he do the

same when he go to his new place? Definitely we will never know.

But anyway, whatever happen let it happen probably he is not lucky to get a hot stuff like me haha..am always the happy go lucky whom don't really bothered. Lil ms sunshine, take it easy honey...there is a lot of fish in pond so beginning the fishing again

Oh secret Love!!

I think about you day after day,
sometimes, I even plan out what I will say.
You have no idea; you have no clue,
just how much I think of you.
I remember the time, I remember the day,
I had no idea what I was going to say.
I remember getting lost while staring into your eyes;
I must have made about a million of sighs.

I hope we could be together some time in my life,
and sometimes at night, I dream I’m your wife.
I love you now and always I hope you can see,
that if you gave our love a chance how happy we’ll be.
I’m going to bed, please be in my dreams,
because in real life you don’t know what this means.

I will never forget you no way, not now;
I know we’ll be together some way and some how!

Oh you lil secret love you are killing me!

Missing My Lil Secret Sins!

In the morning when I wake up

And I open up my eyes,

I feel an aching in my heart

That's when I realize.

How much I really miss you

And long to have you near.

My heart is filled with sadness,

And my eyes are filled with tears.

At different times throughout the day,

I find I'm missing you.

And I wonder if, perhaps a bit,

Maybe you miss me too.

I miss you in the shower,

When I'm in there all alone.

I can't help it that I worry,

And I put you in my prayers.

I think by now it's safe to say,

That I miss you very much,

And my heart will never be the same

Since it suffered Cupids touch.

My Chilhood Love Or I Would Call Crush - The Evil Prince Tarabas

Well wondering why am i posting this video out, if you guys did not know the actor he is Nicholas Roger aka Tarabas the Evil Prince from Cave Of The Golden Horse episode. I felt in love with this handsome evil prince when i was 10, and till today whenever i looked at him he make me go blank out. He has the beautiful eyes and nice face featured. The most wonderful Evil Prince Ever

Undertaker vs Cm Punk Hell In a Cell 2009 Highlights -Its another victory for Undertaker in Hell In The Cell

I know it's been awhile i have been write something, well am serious busy and am trying my best to not be back dates again.

I was kind of disspaonted yesterday because liverpool didn't win the match, i watch the game till Chelsea score the 1st then i decide to sleep since i know the match was being on the Chelsea end. When the next morning i tune to Sport channel there i heard that Liverpool against Chelsea. Was sadly send my nephew to Kindergarten then i drove to office.

Once i start my work i couldn't believe that am doing work non stop, so i take awhile and browse to WWE.com to check on the results undertaker match against CM Punk. And guess what??? Undertaker won, he has defeated CM Punk and crown the title as a champion again.

And his victory, truly made my day today. Eventhough Liverpool has let me down yesterday, but Undertaker make me go woooolalalala...yeah..I heart you Undertaker. Have glimpse of the match:-