Okie here is the thing am watching Blue Valentine again today they showed on FMP channel, i make my sister to turn the channel for the sake of the movie. Well whenever i watch the movie i was a bit afraid of relationship and marriage, lots of question running in my head not blaming the movie; the morale of the stories make anyone to think how does the relationship fails? when does one felt there is nothing between them? and when they felt it over?
While i was watching i asked my sister the question, and her respond was a simple as "when the women fail to keep the intimate with the man after their babies that when the breaks up takes place" so i was like how trues was that; is not her choice to act such, but even the society does that "no holding hands in front of their children' this is the indian culture most of the time but again think about it i still feel there is something more than that in both parties, like people said need to find someone whom really loved you, tolerate, to make this journey happen and end it happily. So, i decided to put myself in the situations woah for second i go blank..really i don't know how do i start a perfect relationship moment or make this thing happen or what if am the one will be the cause of the break in couple of years. Gosh think about it freak me out, trust me am afraid of marriage when there is match making moment i freak out not that am nervous or shy, is just am scared to meet an unknown person and start a new life with him without even know what exactly this whole thing is. Am scared for a realtionship till today not that i don't want too, is just i don't want be the cause of the pain of anyone.
To be honest most of the time when i watch the movie it freak me out and make me think a lot about my future how this gonna happen, and where it gonna take place and whom will involve. It scary but has to face it, if anyone ask me i have the courage to do it it i will say "NO". I RE-RE-REALLY want those who follow my blog or accidentally came across this blog, do watch the movie and you will definitely understand what i really meant and feel deep inside!
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