Oh my gosh is been a year! Sheesh!!!

Guess what is been almost a year since the last I wrote on this blog, I don't know where to start now but yes I will do what I can. Well 2014 not a bad year or good year but somehow average I would say. Too many things happen and I don't know why it has to be happen, I wish I can ask why but I know I will never get an answer out of it example men's what can I say, my weakest point of all especially those that give little spark and leave behind tons of pain..I just hate the sight of it. Lesson to learn and move didn't I ever learn doubt it so???

Anyway 2015 started with all the prettiest thing until my mum pass on, I can tell you the impact is crazy. I can feel and see it like now, it bother me so much at times I can't concentrate. Well that one part of the story of 2015, the other part is about this guy Nesh. Another love story? Ahahah I know right, how do you react to a guy that you randomly check out for no reason and you are chatting with him like now?? I felt it rare things to happen and magical or am I overreacting? I don't know but yes that's him, I liked him very much think he is different but people change like season you see. I can't stop them, and what is the reason "I am seeing someone now 😁👍👍👍" that's what he said. So what is the next? I change the way I am to him but clearly he didn't get it. Fine..human being!!! Well tomorrow am gonna do my last message as a friend after that is gonna be totally one way convo...no more the ehehe and ahahaha. 

I am always letting go someone for someone but no one ever let go someone for me? And I don't understand why? So I decided to take it as it is and move on as I always do. And chill is my mantra for now..

Good night folks!