Forgive me for those word...

GOD i did not meant to say that to you, am really sorry...please forgive and i can kneel down and will ask my forgiveness...i never meant at all...wonder why i said those word..you have given me all..am happy well even though there is some frustration feeling but am still thanks to you for all that you gave me. Again am sorry, i really felt so bad after saying those word to you, i did not meant it at all, i believe in you for the rest of my life, i know you can hear, i never asked for anything when i pray all i want is a peace of mind, please god, help me from this and forgive for everything, again am sorry. don't punish me god, please don't do that to me, i love you more than anything else, please god forgive me, forgive me!