Why am i always stuck with something?...i wonder

Am not too sure why am kept thinking about so many things lately, so much of things till make worried and I just felt that “why am I always stuck with something? Can someone help on this” but I just could not find an answer. I don’t know why am I like this, there things I can just solve by communicating but I have my own complex that I don’t have the guts to speak out what I felt for someone. Am just too worried if they could understand me or they just going to insult me or ignore or what am doing is just the act of my stupidity. Just don’t really know. I can’t figure it out what I really want am stuck within two different things and am like which one I should go for it now? Why am I in such a dilemma? There are things to be done by now but nothing is happening. I just want everything to be done as what I wanted by why there is something is blocking it than happening…am just too confused too worried. The more I think the more weak I felt, the more poor I felt, the more I hate about everything…..i wish I could have my guardian angel now!

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