Not too sure why but she is feeling so excited as and when she meet him, when they were eye contact she so into him, till she drown along. Even though she does not like the feeling but she want more....
She think about him, she look for him, she felt empty when she did not see him, she hates this feeling but she want it more....
She dream about him, she fascinate him, she can't close her eyes since she sees him even she is not dreaming and she hates it but she wants more....
She smile as she walks, she wondering why there is no one there to smile along. She would love him to be there to smile along, even though she hates it but she wants more...
She forget the world, she forget what she doing, she forget her work, she forget every single thing about her, what she remember was him, the eyes, the face, the look that killing her till today. She asking her self " was he ever going to approach me one day" or " is this going to continue such" or " do i have to make the 1st move" so " what do i do then, what am i going to speak, what to ask him". She can't think of any she hurting herself more. She trying to look for answer, she try to hide but she can't.
Is this love again? is she falling in love again? but why she is she denying, and she is hurting herself with lies. She can't find the answer for those questions even thought she know that she in love again, only times could tell the answer for her, will it?..........
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